You won't find your love of your life in a techno club

It’s friday after a stressful work week you just want to relax and have some fun. You meet up with your friends in a bar, drink some beer talk with them about life. Just the usual stuff. One friend asks you if you want to go dance in a techno club afterwards. You say no. You want to wake up early and you have some plans for tomorrow. But after some convincing you go. You are tired. You don’t have any shred of motivation but then you sit in a train. Its already 1am and you just entered the club. And then you hear the music if you can even call that music. The bass, the shrill sounds normal music listener would be disturbed by the sound of it. But you know that this is want you want. You feel the music in those sounds and dance. You missed this feeling so much. It feels awesome. In the middle of the crowd dancing is euphoric. You look around everyone is having fun and is dancing. The music gets harder and you dance harder. This is bliss. You look around again see beautiful people dancing. Couples making out and you alone in the crowd. Next to you a woman dancing. She looks pretty cute maybe you should ask her if she wants to have drink with you. But this is a hard techno club people just want to dance. So thats what you are doing you just dance. You look at her again and see her with her boyfriend. Good that you didn’t make a move. These thoughs repeat again and again. With the music and the joy you see on their faces everyone looks so dazzling. Just talking with new people would be great. But you are in a techno club and just want to dance and thats what you are doing. You feel weird in a techno club you will not find new friends. Hours passed by and beautiful people around you dance and have fun and you do too. But then exhaustion kicks in. You look up the schedule for the next train and go home. Its 6am. In your bed you are thinking about if this was a waste of time and money or if you had enough fun to do it again.

I just wanted to write out my thoughts about last friday. I still don’t have an answer to my question but I still feel conflicted going to a techno club and losing so much time for just some momentary fun. Saturday and Sunday I felt so tired I had so many plans for the weekend and did so little.